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i hate men

Why Do I Feel Like This?

I can’t understand why I’m lying here crying…why can’t I just tell him how I feel, why am I so scared? Is it because it is so real?

I’ve done it again, I placed someone of a pedestal and I’m not sure it is where they belong. I need to bring him down to my level, so that I can see him from a different perspective. He’s just like me, he’s not perfect. I have to stop being afraid to tell him how I feel…I guess what I am most afraid of is that I do not know what he will say back…does he really like me? How much? I must like him a lot since I have not been able to get him off my mind.

Do I tell him I think he might be everything I have always been looking for…I’m not sure now, because I am starting to question how much I know him. Once he started pushing away I just shut down…I couldn’t figure out what I did wrong. I wasn’t pushing or pulling too much, I was just being me, I mean maybe he doesn’t like me, maybe he wants to find someone else…I guess it is possible that we are not right for each other, I just thought we could be perfect together…I just felt this strong connection with him…I still feel a connection, but it has changed.

I want him to be happy, I want to make him happy, I wish I knew the right thing to do…

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  1. Hello - if I could give you any advice this is what it would be:

    “Decide with your heart on who you want laugh with, cuddle with, take to family gatherings, hang out comfortably with your friends, cry to, eat like a pig with and not be embarrassed, wake up next to, who you truly go to bed loving…etc.”

    If you still can’t figure it out talk to each of them figure out where they stand and what THEIR hopes for the future are compared to yours. Where are you in life? Are you in a stable situation - ready for a long-term relationship? Are they?

    I am positive the decision that you end up making will work out in the end. I wish you the best of luck.

    1. a414 on May 19th, 2008 at 10:58 am

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