I HATE MEN

He is back (YEAH!!)…no longer thousands of miles away….thank God.

So, he came over yesterday with a little coaxing…sorry about that…and he told me so much that I guess I needed to hear…things I really had no idea about. All I can say about that is…we met that night for a reason…

I can remember what he said to me that first night, “you are the kind of girl I could marry“. I didn’t think much of it at the time, (it was the first time we ever said more than hello to each other) but I also did not forget it. I never asked what he meant by it…or if he even remembered saying it, but I was so excited that he continued wanting to see me…

If you didn’t figure it out already, I definitely analyze things way too much at times…this was one of them…

Was there something I did or said that kept him calling…Maybe it was the great time we had later that evening at my house…Maybe it was the next morning…Maybe it was me inviting him to stay for lunch…Or maybe it was just me?? Whatever the reason…I am so glad that he did.

The night we met I certainly was not looking for anyone, but I could not have asked God for a better friend to meet at that point in my life. He really helped me to put a lot of things in perspective, and helped me to realize what I wanted and needed for my future. A future where settling was not an option…