About paulie.supakit

Im just sad, and cannot let go of him...

Should I keep this going??

I met this guy about 4 months ago. He’s very charming, he is 34y/o and is 10 yrs older than me. He makes me feel really special and is great to me…BUT I goggled him one day…(I know) and all these blogs were saying that he used to be a pornstar and how bad he treated the girls that were in the porn films with him and how he had a 2-week romance with a zillion porn chick!! I tried not to think too much because i thought “oh its just the past..”

The other day I saw 2 empty bottles of Cialis in his trash can in the bathroom…empty???? hmmm…I dont even get to see him that often and these are empty??? Suspicious right?

I really like him a lot though but sometimes I feel like I’m being used and that he doesn’t see just me..I don’t know what to do. I find myself asking this question very often “should I stay or should I go?

He tells me he loves me and all and would ask if I loved him back..he is very sweet but you know what?? sometimes it is impossible to get a hold of him! OMG! When he goes out of town he is literally “gone” i hear nothing from him til he gets back.

Well, I dont know what to do. Any advice please???

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I can’t let him go…

I have been seeing this guy for almost a yr. Our age is very different, he’s 37 I’m 23! but that doesn’t bother us at all. We have great chemistry together. We always have a good time together and he makes me laugh. Well, he’s kind of a loser for his age…he has no job, lives on a fishing boat. but i was fine with that!

Anyway, he got a job selling $400 blenders at different Costco in California. He’s gone all the time! and the last time he took off for 2 weeks and he called me to tell me that he will be gone for an additional month and that we should take a break?!!? i was shocked considering the fact that we didn’t fight about anything prior to this. So ok we said bye on the phone and i was devastated.

Eleven days past, I decided to text him and i say ” If i had know that day was gonna be our last day together, I would have spent every minute of it telling you how much you meant to me. But it’s too late now. I miss you always…

Nothing came back to me..I text that this morning (7/26/09) 8am… Should i expect an answer back? What do you think about my whole situation?

Please help me. I’m desperate!

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