I HATE MEN

I met my ex on a popular MMO as well. He seemed to be everything I wanted, I even bought a passport & was planning to visit him. I for the first time in my life wanted to get married to someone. I felt he was different & THE ONE. In August out of the blue he started to ignore me.Our communication was almost nonexistent & when we did talk it was usually arguing because of how things were. He would accuse me of things which were not true & in the end I’d always apologize for everything & feel like it was my fault.

In Sept he said he had lost his job & has a kid which he kept a secret from me since he knew how much I just don’t really care for kids. Whatever, I was foolish to forgive him & he begged me to come see him so I bought a plane ticket for $462. A week to the time I was to leave he vanished blocked me from his life. So I was hurt beyond anything. Out the blue in Nov he contacted me & he apologized saying he was scared that he wasn’t good enough for me, etc etc. Wanted me to see him in Jan & he claimed he would pay the extra to get me there since my ticket is non-refundable & there were fees attached if I were to use it.He said he would do whatever he could to prove himself to me. Well he sure did prove something, that he is an inconsiderate a-hole. He has the personality traits of a sociopath. After he decided during an argument to talk down to me worse than anyone ever has I ended things. He also claimed that he had a girlfriend, loved someone else, etc etc. Just cursing like a psycho calling me every name in the book.

I deserve better. He was emotionally and verbally abusive & also a liar.