Funny how men with a narcissistic personality disorder can charm you, draw you in, and then belittle everything you do, while wanting to be admired and given accolaides for even the smallest deed. Whilst the rest of us perform our deeds, and move quietly on with humility.
The last man I was involved with that had this disorder ended up making me feel (yeah yeah I allowed it, however unwittingly) as though no matter how much I cleaned up, cooked, laundered, cared for his animals, and showed kindness to his friends and family, I wasn’t worthy of his respect or kindness.
So I dumped him. He still calls, emails, texts, and tries his hardest to bring me back to him…why? If he’s so much better than I am, why isn’t he out there looking for his next victim?
And what the hell is this thing he does where he tells me “I know you love me” really? does he live inside my head? No I do NOT love him. And I’m about sick of him telling me so….so here I am, about to go down and get a no contact order, as well as a restraining order. WHY? Because here where I live, you need both in order to restrain them from even trying to talk to you via OTHER PEOPLE.
So yeah, I still hate men, with each relationship that fails…I hate them that much more.
So, I think I’ll go invest in a cybian to keep my sex life eventful, and just start attending ladies only events and such.
I’ve had it. And for those who have much to say, be it negative, to me, understand that it’s my choice not to respond. I won’t feed you.
Bitterbitch signing off…
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