No hope left for men
I feel that dating men is just pointless. Either I’ll become asexual one day or I’ll force myself to only date women, because my expectations for men are just way too high. I have this fantasy guy dreamed up who is completely satisfied with just me, doesn’t wack off to porn, doesn’t somehow manage to twist his head around 180 degrees when some slutty blonde wearing a skirt and heels walks by, and doesn’t secretly wish I was skinnier with bigger tits. But as any man will tell me, that’s way too much to ask for, and I’m a bitch for wanting it. It’s almost like I have to chop a chunk of my soul out and be an unfeeling robot who doesn’t mind emotional disappointment to be able to date men. Sometimes I feel that men and women were never truly meant to have real relationships with one another. Women want it but men just can’t do it because they’re hardwired with the need to stick their dick in as many women as possible. And even if they don’t, I feel like as soon as guys get together in a group they completely disregard the fact that their friends might be in a relationship and encourage them to cheat and go to strip clubs/brothels. Whenever my boyfriend tells me he’s hanging out with his friends I get this irrational fear that they’ll pressure him into cheating on me. It’s happened before. They’ll call him a pussy and a fag for not wanting to fuck other women. I can’t deal with the way that men have been shaped by society to act and behave, the way they’ve been allowed to behave since forever, like dogs with no other force driving their decisions than their dicks. I feel like men are more in LOVE with their own dicks than they’ll ever be with a woman. I am in a relationship now but if it ends I feel that I’ll just be done with men as a whole. I’ll just buy a really good vibrator and be alone forever.
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