I’ve had it part 6
Hi, it’s foxy again. Well today is the day after New Year’s Eve and of course I sat at home with nothing to do and nobody to go out with. I’ve went out on New Year’s Eve alone before and trust me, it’s no fun. That’s another thing I remember about relationships from my past. Every dick I date is the same way. I had one tell me, oh I don’t go out on New Year’s Eve. Another one basically said the same thing except added more to his excuse. Oh, I don’t go out on New Year’s Eve. There’s too many crazy people getting drunk and shooting guns off. Exuses, exuses, exuses, exuses, exuses. That’s all it is. Fuck what I want. These selfish dicks don’t care. And with me already being depressed you would think these assholes would take me out to try and cheer me up and help me forget my pain. They simply don’t care. And it’s not just New Year’s Eve. I don’t know what it is but every guy I date never wants to take me out. One of the reasons I am depressed is because I don’t get out much. My life is so boring and unexciting. I just don’t have no fun in my life. All these dicks I date just want to sit around all the time and never go out. Never want to do anything. I can understand being short on money but is it too much to ask to go out to eat once a month? Or out for a drink once a month? Apparently it is to these asshole men I date. I actually had two different men tell me, I don’t see why any guy would take his girlfriend out to a bar. How about maybe because I want to? How about for entertainment? How about because I want to have something to do and somewhere to go on a Friday or Saturday night? How about because I’m depressed and want to forget my troubles? How about just to get out of the house? Is that enough reasons. One of the things that amazes me most is how selfish these dicks truly are. All these dicks give a fuck about is themselves. And the first guy I dated said he wasn’t into going to bars yet I ran into him in public one time and guess what, I ran into him at a bar. Not a gas station, not a grocery store, not Walmart. A bar. The very place he told me he’s not into going. And every time I suggested going to a bar his excuse was, I don’t go to bars anymore. I went sometimes when I was younger but now I don’t do bars. Piece of shit lying dick man. He said he don’t do bars anymore yet I ran into him at a bar. Then if I went out alone he got mad. Well let’s go out together then asshole. I never actually said that to his face but you better believe I was thinking it. Men never have cared about my happiness. I like getting dressed up and going out for a night on the town. What the fuck is wrong with that? And I’m a very light drinker. It’s not like I have lots of drinks and get drunk. I’m not that type of person. I’ve never even been drunk or know what it’s like. I have maybe two drinks and only light stuff. Nothing hard. I think the fun part is just dressing up and getting out of the house. These asshole men don’t understand that. It’s emotionally healthy for a depressed person to get out of the house. It’s a way to cope but again, these asshole men don’t understand that. It doesn’t even have to be a bar. It could be a restaurant, or the beach, or a park or almost anywhere. But the guys I date don’t want to go nowhere or do nothing but fuck. That’s why when I’m in a relationship eventually I cut the sex off because it seems like that’s all they want to do is either fuck or watch a lame ass movie or lame tv. I don’t like tv and most movies suck. And sex isn’t that great either. In fact, it’s overrated bullshit. So I’ve come to the conclusion that if they don’t want to take me out then I don’t want to fuck. If I’m not worth taking out then I’m not worth fucking. Enough said.
This post was submitted by foxy.
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Not a another one!!!!
@ And I’m not a typical male. Unlike most of them, I don’t have a girlferiend and I tend to prefer to stay in my own world as if I’m surrounded by a cube and cast out everybody else (sometimes, including my own family). Also, I easily get obsessed with a particular topic at hand and find it hard to either move on or get over it. For example, I have an excessive obsession with gender studies, because I love examing the characteristics of both sexes, and my obsession led to to discovering this website. It also explains why I ask weird questions, like, “What if all women had superpowers?” of “What if men had that?” or “what if women had this?” and so on. By the way, I can highly function educationally, despite my condition, but I’m rarely sociableand interactive to the outside world (i only have two or three friends, one who also has Autism/Aspergers and I’m often seen walking alone) and I delay in developmental skills, i.e. (I’m not afraid to share my business) i didn’t stop wearing pull-ups until I was six. Honestly, I’m glad I was born Autistic. That way, I don’t have the same hobbies and interests as non-autistic men do.
My best friend is a man with aspergers. We can have great conversations on an intellectual level for hours…we enjoy museums, libraries, documentaries. But when it comes to emotions he is clueless. He can hurt my feeings at times and I can forgive him because he truly can’t help it. He would be the perfect man for me if it weren’t for the aspergers… that’s a truly sick trick for the universe to play…
Foxy, date a woman. Men are all the same. I’m the romantic type of girl and there’s this girl i have a crush on and she really likes looking at the stars out of her bedroom window so what i would do if i was her girlfriend is i would lookup where they have loads of stars and then drive up their with her and pack a blanket and a hot flask and me and her could have a night under the stars.
Wow a lot of people with asperges. i had an ex boyfriend who im still friends with and he has asperges and he’s a nice guy, he’s bisexual too.
@MenAreEvil Most of the men with Autism, including me, don’t know how to do the things that typical men do. For example, I’ve never experienced sex, I have no interests in a relationship whatsoever, I just want me, me, me, me, me. It’s all about me, nobody else. Having kids and having a wife is too much responsibility. It’s better to live single in a trailer, like I’m doing. It’s cheaper than typical rent. Along with my social secruity, i also work part time.
This is foxy with a reply to MenAreEvil. I have kind of wondered what it’s like to date a woman. I’ll tell you one thing, it couldn’t be any worse than dating a man. And like you, I believe men are all the same too and I’m going to keep believing that until I see different. Maybe women should’t even blame these useless dicks. It’s just who they are and they will never change. It’s their nature. I can’t believe I just said that. It’s almost like I was sticking up for these worthless male jackoffs. As far as the star gazing stuff, I kind of like stuff like that. I’ve never star gazed with a man because as you know, they are not into anything romantic like that. But I’ve done it by myself sitting on my porch on a nice summer night looking at the stars. But I hope you read this. I was going to reply to another comment of yours about going to bars so be on the lookout for that reply. And if you want to reply back your welcome to do that.
I wanna shoot myself in the leg, bang my head hard against a brick wall, stab myself in the stomach, and Jump off a 60,000 foot building!!! In other words, I want OUT of this sick world!!!
@wilson: No you dont. The quickest way to end your misery is to take a break from this site. 24 hrs ..ok maybe 48 and you will be feeling much better!