I HATE MEN SOOO MUCH IT HURTS!
Why is it that so many times in the past (and i am sure i am not the only woman that has said this) i tell myself that i will NEVER AGAIN get into a relationship! I say this every time a relationship fails, and boy does it fail miserably! If its not the guy turning out to be a complete controlling psycho then he is unfaithful! I have been single for about 7 months now, (due to my x’s unfaithfulness) and just as i started to relax about hating guys, im reminded just why i did in the first place! I had this ‘friend’ who i only saw as a FRIEND but he admitted to me his feelings for me a few months back! i did not return his affections, but thats just purely because i need my time to lick my wounds and heal over the past relationship. however he is a great person and a kind man. we spoke about our possible future together when i was good and ready and he said he would wait for me..no pressure! so just as i in the past month start to really feel this could work and start to see him in a different..romantic view…his actions just cement my hatred for men even further! i cant go into why, it would take too long, but my point is why is it that just as u start to relax and feel comfortable with a man, they see it automatically as a weakness and that they now HAVE YOU and can turn into pricks! i never have and maybe never will understand why they do this! why are they so nice, romantic, sweet, never hurt you, never leave you type of guys, then the so called chase is gone, not because we give ourselves to you like ur personal slaves, but because u won us over and we now have loving feelings for you! DUH! that was your intention wasnt it? to make us fall in love with you right? so now that we have, and now that our hearts are open to you, you are going to break them? just like that huh? WELL IM SICK OF IT! i cant help it..im human and im a woman and i carve and want another humans company and love! im a conventional type of woman, i want a life partner and i want a family of my own with you. but the way men act i feel i will never be able to have that the ‘conventional’ way. the way you pricks act makes me want to RUN to the sperm bank, because i still need ur sperm but i dont want YOU! im so tired and shattered from constantly building my fortress around my heart , only for it to be taken down brick by brick and filled with FAKE LOVE and then have to work 10 times harder to built on the damage! i wish i was a lesbian, i really do because i would gladly turn to my own sex for that companionship! but im not gay! i cant help it i was born this way and since we have no 3rd species of human, i guess i have to self evolve into an asexual to have of spring! this is how you pricks make us women feel!
why is it that even though we give u everything you want because of our love for you, you still turn to the whore in the bar, who can give you NOTHING but her nasty, over used bucket! why? why destroy ur family unit? why break ur wifes’/girlfriends heart, why confuse and hurt ur children for a cheap slag? no seriously why is that worth loosing everything? and then you cry like a little pathetic mess because you SORRY and you wont do it again? hahaha, yea and i just saw a pig fly passed my window! im not saying that women down have affairs and cause the same pain, but then this site would be called something different!
how can a woman who has been hurt over and over again trust a man again? open her heart and soul to a man. i have stepped back and looked at myself too many times and questioned what it is that i have done wrong. its how i can grown as a person and how i can make my next relationship better, but i have come to realize that while no of us are perfect…you men are so far from the perfection line the line is a dot to you!
My mom tells me that im only 25 so i have MY WHOLE LIFE ahead of me to find my perfect man! but momma..im not naive and i grew out of fairy tales along time ago! my father was a deadbeat cheating scumbag, so i dont know how she still has the straight face to feed me these bullshit lines! bless her for trying though.
but she is right, i am still considerably young to have such a cynical outlook on the male sex.
i think men should be made to freeze their sperm from early teenage years and then neutered! so that they can still be fathers but not let their stupid penis ruin everything in the future! they say money i the root of all evil…hhmm..im starting to think its the dick!
so now i actually believe that i will NEVER be in a relationship! i have never felt it so badly as i do now. i jsut cant put my heart through this anymore. im actually throwing in the towel of LOVE once and for all. i went through a stage were i thought i could just be casual with men and never let them hurt me, but im not of that nature and i will always want the perfect family unit, that i never had.
so thank you to the male sex! i will now concentrate on my military career, and visit the sperm bank in my mid 30’s so i can have my babies! men will always be weaker emotionally then women, maybe thats why us women keep giving you pathetic creatures chance after chance because our hearts as much as they shatter are practically made from platinum!
and why (as some have suggested) i should go to counselling to deal with my TRUST ISSUES! im a strong, independent woman, as much as i have flaws, i dont need to work on my trust issues, because YOU CAUSED THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE! im not going to waist my time working on these issues, work on thinking with ur smaller head!
i am who i am, and every woman is a beautiful creature, to be treasured and fucking bowed down to! you would be nothing without us, and next time you think of hurting a woman, remember your mommas and sisters and daughters! dont be a hypocrite!
This post was submitted by OneWomanArmy.