I will always hate you

Posted on by C-S" rel="author"><a href="http://www.ihatemen.org/members/cara/" rel="nofollow">C-S</a>

I have never known a pain as this
There is no music inside me anymore
There is no happiness, there is no comfort
Just an emptiness deep deep inside
And a pain that gnaws at article of life around you
Wretched temperament and agonizingly slow days
Longer sleepless nights.

Life doesn’t move forward, instead
Time is spent lamenting about the past
The have beings and the should have beings.

Hatred, the wanting to mar
To curse and swear,
To strike and maim
And cause as much pain as has been caused.
For you I wish the same heartache,
And that you never again see a rising sun.

This post was submitted by C-S.

  • Full_monty

    You are one depressed, therefore depressing person, and your poem wasn't even good.
    “The have beings and the should have beings.”
    The have BEINGS? What does that even mean? The men who porked you, and the ones you rather have porked you?

  • Full_monty

    Man = Human being, so i take it that's what you meant. Anyway, despite how depressing that was, it had quite the sexual overtone and makes good wank material.

  • Shazz

    Who cares whether you like it or not hazzmatty. I liked it..it was straight from the heart .. well written and the way she really feels.

    Hang in there C-S.. things will get better for you. Time is a wonderful healer.. believe me on this.

  • Full_monty

    “Who cares whether you like it or not hazzmatty.”
    I care that’s who.Hey,if you want from the heart,I’ll give you from the heart.Scrapped all my youtube vids again just because,but uploading one of my newest ones. Haven’t made any new ones in awhile,but you can check it out since you love depressing stuff.But atleast mine is funny or weird depressing.

  • Shazz

    ok..give us a link so we can all go laugh at you. :)

  • Full_monty

    “My last sloppyso video I made so far. Has a lot of meaning, but i made some stuff up. No fat chick shot me down, and that white brazillian dude wasn’t laughing at me. But…at the time i thought i was moving and losing my back yards. That is the complete opposite now. They are actually going to be MY backyards very shortly. I also found THE perfect song to throw into the mix with one of Eminem’s last released songs.”
    ->(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpSTB_TvuQ8)<-

  • Full_monty

    And here’s to balance the flow of emotion:
    “Just some video starring me (Monty) that some website owner made from my animated picture I made, and also has some canadian guy in it named Mark.
    Lots of positive energy to it.”
    ->(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpSTB_TvuQ8)<-

  • Full_monty

    Shit – same one. HERE’s the balance to the flow (not made by me, but cool anyway):
    ->(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dC7bdYGkuMk)<-

  • Carasimons

    :) meant “the have-beens and the should-have beens”
    referring to the events that happened and should have happened.
    & yes i was in the pits when i wrote this – guess having your heart broken does that to human beings ;)

  • Full_monty

    Are you a cougar, or some dazed and confused annoying teeny bopper or chick in her early to mid 20′s? Like cougars. Post a picture. Just do it and don’t even think about it.

  • Shazz

    ->(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpSTB_TvuQ8)<-

    Gods..that was bloody awful. You really have issues dont you?

  • Arati1986

    I like it. Very heartfelt. I feel like that every day of my life.

  • dothebedn

    I am sorry that this douche bag made you feel that way. I am a guy myself and it really upsets me when guys do that to someone. I hope who ever this guy is gets ten times the pain he caused you. My sister was hurt really bad by a guy and if he wasn’t killed in a car accident I probably would of bashed his face in with a chainsaw. I hope you find happiness someday again.

  • Anonymous

    ohhh boo hoo! Maybe if you didn’t have your hands up his wallet and quit fantasizing about men in Hollywood, things would have gone better for you!