Which one do you think is more valued?

Make the right decision.

Well, honestly from my point of view Suicidal reminds me my last boyfriend…

I WAS a nice girl the best girl he could ever have met, (his words), he felt peace with me, felt at ease, light, harmonious and good in our relationship- his words again. I call him the cry baby jerk, cause he cried due to his sensitivity (pretense sensitivity). He also shared with me his pain towards the last cheating ex, the mother who died, the father that couldn’t care less… blá, blá…

So a week after we got to be intimate (after a long period of dating without it) he calls me on the phone… on-the-phone, to tell me he slept with another girl he talked on MSN, and he was going to stay with her. That she made him fell anxious, nervous, unstable, stressed out, but he still prefered to be with her* quite the opposite of what he felt with me, the serene, blissful, loving peace of our relationship*…- his words again.

I didn’t do drama, I said OK. If he changed his mind let me know.

So a month later he calls me to talk, and tells me that she, the new girlfriend, was pregnant from other guy and he made a mistake, she was a b*tch *, she was goig to stay with the other guy and he wanted back with me….

I just wanted to laugh really loud…. *

So sorry Suicidal I can’t feel sorry for you at all! You remind me of him… cause he really seemed such a nice guy***, who bought me stuff, gave me flowers (and got thanks for it, sometimes a flower back), who listened, who seemed to care, who could wait until I was ready, so sensitive, complaining how at school the girls seemed to preffer all the bad guys over him***… Poor him!
But he didn’t cared for me when it came the time to cheat… and oh I had shared with him the previous misdoing of my other ex’s and the pain they caused me… and he seemed so understanding, promissing he would never do such thing to me…. he even cried cause I didn’t let him kiss me on the first date and he said that it wasn’t fair that because the of the other guys he should be denied a chance from me- I only had denied the kiss, and wanted us to take time to meet first!

Now… I didn’t killed myself for any of the stupid jerks I’ve met and they were many. Not even most of the other women who meet jerks 99,99999% of the time, have killed themselves, for the ninetuple of the pain you think you are feeling they’ve endured! You meet one girl, one…, and think of killing yourself????
I think you just want attention! I don’t feel any sorry for your pain!* Sorry! What makes you better than all the other women that you should find love at the first girl you think you love?
Even because it was that particular girl* that made you do, feel that! I wonder if it would be the same for you if she was different!

Going celibate for whatever amount of time doesn’t work either…. a jerk is always a jerk , our small (female) brain is slow to get it, that’s why the heart suffers! That’s why I’ve been men free for more than a year and still going, my love for them is decreasing, they are still jerks. Some pop-scientist said that love is only a drug on the brain… “Try to go the women’s Rehab, I say: Go! Go! Go!”

It’s amazing that guys should expect to hit the jackpoot in love at first, and if they don’t they kill themselves. While women “are supposed” to hit the jackpoot like at the millionth try or never, and live with it… and still be called the weaker sex!

I don’t think you should die unless you really want to for yourself ,not for her- cause that’s the dumbest thing, it means your brain is a dwarf peanut to your age. I respect dying to save someone’s life, but for being rejected???By someone who doesn’t give a shit for you? And why is that?* Try someone nice next time, and then if you still want, go kill yourself, but not before homework and I suggest you give your heart, kidneys, as a transplant for someone who really needs one to live, before killing yourself, there are many waiting in lines at the hospitals and at least you would have done something really usefull with your death!Those people aren’t taking life for granteed..
I think you want to pity yourself, and killing yourself won’t make her feel guilty! I think you should grow with the experience, get some balls! And proove me wrong!

*So it is true… they do preffer bitches… and that was a GUY that told me and prove to me!

*** Girls do like nice guys until they realize they don’t actually exist!

Females have smaller brain mass and size. The kicker is, we have the SAME number of brain cells. The extra mass, does not come from extra “brainpower”, but from additional tissue in the male brain intended to protect it, while fighting. That’s why men have thicker skulls.

Nice try though. It’s amazing what people can convince themselves of with a bit of pop-science.

The rest of your post…sigh. Women are confusing you. Here’s a recommendation. Stop trying to date them, stop trying to have sex with them. Just get to KNOW women. Make a choice to be celibate for a while, regardless of what a woman offers. Just be nice, get to know us. You will begin to appreciate us a little better.

I recommend the same thing to women, that hate men. Stop, trying to GET them so you can feel good, and start liking them

No one is ever worth you thinking you should not be here anymore. You sound so decent and kind, and her, well , she will burn in hell. (sorry I was trying not to swear there).

Please take all the help available to you, talk to people, even if you can only do that online, or friends, family, I know it will seem hard but as soon as you start you will feel the benefits.

Take each day as it comes, and you WILL get over all this.

xxxxx