He is the reason I HATE men
I had a crush on him in high school. Then, as things would have it, we connected many years later but he didn’t know me. We talked on the phone and had deep conversations. I couldn’t believe I was talking to my crush! We meshed so well.
I learned about some things he did in the past like he had been to jail (for motor vehicle infractions, resisting arrest) and admitted to hiring escorts. He was honest with me so I didn’t pass judgment on him.
He showed up to my job to take me out. I didn’t know he was there because he never called me or knocked on the door. He called me after he left and told me. I was shocked and felt so bad. I really wanted to go out and meet him. I apologized and told him I’d like to re-schedule….he laughed and said soon.
We played phone tag for awhile then finally caught up. He calls whenever he feels like it, like every week or every two weeks. I try not to call him because I didn’t want to appear clingy.
I saw he was home one day so I decided to invite him out since I missed lunch. He never responded to me so I never asked again. We spoke maybe 2 weeks later and I decided to ask what he really looks for in a girl. He said he is very cautious and selective. He told me and it didn’t seem very complicated to me. Towards the end of the convo, he asked me out and I said “Sure.” But, I asked him very nicely to call or knock on the door so I wouldn’t miss him.
Guess what? I haven’t heard from him since. No calls or messages. I guess he felt “obligated” to ask me out. Look, don’t ask me out if you feel obligated. Don’t waste my time. If you lost interest or want to see someone else then go ahead. Will it disappoint me? Sure, because I truly liked him but I guess I was a game. I guess I “lacked captivating” him. But, my gut says there is someone else but I cannot prove it.
Please don’t mess with my head or heart jerk. I have a lot to offer and would have treated this guy like a king. The good girl loses…kind of like the nice guy finishes last. I don’t get it. Guys bitch about how they want to meet a good girl then she is in front of him and he blows it.
I thought I did everything “right.” I wasn’t too needy or clingy. I was myself. I researched his astrological sign to see how I could relate better to him. I have to say I put in a lot of effort and he did nada.
I won’t call and I won’t be played a fool again. Shame on me for actually believing this guy and that he was interested in me for a minute. It was all lies, mind games and harmful fun.
I am hurt, let down, disappointed and angry. My only solace is prayer.
This post was submitted by lackingcaptivation.
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