You didnt give up everything honey. You gave up some material things which can be replaced but you still have a soul and a heart and no one can take that from you. I know in times of doom and gloom it is hard to see the forest through the trees but you just keep walking forward in those dark woods and eventually you will get where you need to be. Heart ache is a horrible feeling and it almost feels as if you dont even exist anymore but you must not be a prisoner to the fear that you feel. I have always been a true believer in facing your fear and feeling it even though it hurts. I promise you that the more hurt and anger you allow yourself to feel the quicker it will just become a numb life experiance that you will look back on and laugh at how you placed so much trust into this bottom feeders hands and eventually he will get what he deserves and you will be no the wiser to it cause you wont care about him or what happens to him and you will have so stories to tell you grandchildren in the future. Life is not over sweetie it has just begun. Embace every emotion good or bad because after all you they are your feeling snad you are entitled to them.

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